yeah results are out, guessed im rather satisfied with it.
will update about it next week ya. [:

anyway. yesterday was xinjie`s last day & ya.
even though i dont know him well and stuff, he`s still part of 2/5 and will always be, and so i guess im feelin kinda sour about it.

heard that some of the guys shed tears for him. separation aint anything pleasant.

separation


yet another phase of life that all has to face.

& it often takes place at times when everything feels so good. where bonds are strong enough to smash a rock-hard stone. (lol) where beautiful memories are etched in everyone`s heart.

we`re like candles. and currently, 2/5 is a candle that is being lit.

& just when the flame of the love that everyone shared is ignited.. separation takes place. & it acts like the wind - blowing off the dancing flames that are newly ignited. leaving behind the melting wax, the greyish ashes, and perhaps a wilted rose by the candle`s side.

the wax - the wax that makes up a candle - is the memories we shared. but as the candle burns, the wax melt naturally. and the hot, melted wax that course down slowly.. it signifies the fading of the memories that had once been etched in our hearts.

and then wax harden once again. memories are forgotten. memories cant outlast time.

but, "love tricked the clock".

haha. just like what that lit poem said.

2/5 `06. i will always love ya all, regardless of our separation, regardless of how we`ll forget one another in time to come. =(





please dont make that same mistake again please.
think of my feelings first please.
& you. you know the best right. so ya, please.

thanks.